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Three States (2020 reissue)

by Dear Nora

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elvee I can't explain it but I have had such a deep and unique connection with this album, and with Dear Nora for a long time. And I think it will always remain intact. Favorite track: To Be Me.
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EMD One of the most important songwriters to me as a late teenager (and also very much still now)!!! I love this record and I am so happy Owen Ashworth (Casiotone for the Painfully Alone) reissued it in this gorgeous vinyl box set it so deserves on his label, Orindal Records.

HAIKU REVIEW:

"Simple, musical
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Favorite track: My Guitar.
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marqot forever one of my favorites,, feel so lucky to have found this Favorite track: Second Guess.
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Super Super Sounds Katy Davidson’s songs just melt me. Can’t recommend this enough. Favorite track: Second Birthday.
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1.
I used to always make you smile But now I struggle with the dial tone As I try to call your number You remind me of a superstar But that won’t get me too far As far as you're concerned, it's over, yeah I'm afraid to tell you That your words are tearing me up I'm afraid to say what's up With the situation
2.
It's my birthday, it's the second time this year To have a happy day In the morning when you see me It's just another day And I can't believe what you said to me It's not the first time I turned 17 And all of the things that you mean to me Give me the feeling you're still mean to me Stop your singing, my ears are ringing You're need to sound-proof room It's my birthday, my second birthday I'm growing old too soon And I can't believe what you said to me It's not the first time I turned 17 And all of the things that you mean to me Give me the feeling you're still mean to me
3.
Happy birthday, hypocrite I hope you got the letter I sent Send a smile to mom and dad Let them know I'm never gonna come back I've been around for twenty years I added one for all my efforts And now I plan to disappear Forever Up on the roof There's a telegram for you And it's signed by the people That want to take me home And up in the sky There's an airplane passing by And it's filled with the people That want to set me free I don't want to be a mess I won't stand up to confess here I just want to say goodbye And leave here 'til the end of time I've been around for twenty years I added one for all my efforts And now I plan to disappear Forever
4.
If I stay here long enough I'll lose myself again I've given up on everything When I want to begin What would you say if I stay here anyway When I think about you I don't care Like when I am around you The sign of the times Tells me something isn't right I'm moving on, I'm leaving town On the first bus out tonight What would you say if I stay here anyway When I think about you I don't care Like when I am around you What would you say if I stay here anyway
5.
Second Guess 01:42
Say you wanna second guess me Well, I've been second guessed before Say you wanna throw a party Just to answer your front door Say I'm way too overrated And waiting never did me any good Say you're way too good for parties You would party if you could Well I've been Way down in Underneath the spell Of a single kiss and tell But the world's a lie Say you wanna count my heartbeats (one, two, three) Say you wanna go to sleep in a bed with me Say you wanna
6.
It's not easy saying the things you believe When you wanna stay up On Friday nights when everybody's asleep When you wanna go down I am such a bore I can't take it anymore School's out forever and I'm never gonna let it go It's not easy knowing when to let go When you wanna hang on When you write a bad song So simple saying the things you believe But no one knows what I mean I am such a bore I can't take it anymore But school's out forever and I'm never gonna let it go
7.
It’s what everybody says But I don’t believe it Even when I close my eyes Maybe someday I would rather go away From the bottom of the mine I can hear it calling The world is falling down on me Maybe someday I forget if I can breathe
8.
Second Hand 02:14
The second hand’s longer than the minute hand And the minute hand’s longer than the hour hand And I can’t understand how I got the short end of the stick The second hand store is all the rage again And as we turn another page we just begin again But I can’t understand the beginning from the end And I’m amazed at the way that it flies as it passes me by And I don’t know why you have to hide From the things you just don’t understand On the second hand, I could change my mind again And I could turn another page and just begin again But I can’t understand the beginning from the end And I’m amazed at the way that it flies as it passes me by
9.
It’s important to know when you gotta go And when it’s time to say hello ‘Cause time flows in a straight line I end up thinking you’re all mine But I know of a certain place Where I won’t keep falling behind
10.
Pick up the phone I don’t know what to say To the people who call And don’t leave their name Pick up the microphone I don’t know what to say To all the people who have Come here for the rock show And I don’t know What it means to follow my dreams Seems like I’m wasting my time On the wrong scene And I don’t have What it takes to be your girl ‘Cause you’re someone who never calls Pick up the phone I don’t know what to say To the people who call And don’t leave their name
11.
If you have to say goodbye Be careful not to lose control It's better not to cry or to look me in the eye When you leave and you let it go And if you need to know the way Be careful not to play around Don't ask me or I'll say that I'm going my own way I'm going up instead of underground I looked around to find the key I said I knew that it wouldn't be easy to make you see I fell asleep and I awoke And like a joke you were next to me sleeping But then it broke Words aren't easy, but neither am I I don't be the one that learns to fly If you have to say goodbye Be careful not to lose control It's better not to cry or to look me in the eye When you leave and you let it go And if you need to know the way Be careful not to play around Don't ask me or I'll say that I'm going my own way I'm going up instead of underground First I hit the ground And it shook the sky All I knew is that I didn't know why I even tried I could have died When I heard the news I thought I was the one that would lose But here's where I begin Words aren't easy but neither am I I don't want to be the one that's left to die
12.
Just one more thing before I go away I’ve got something to say to you From me to you About the true nature of our lives It’s all done, it’s all done, it’s all done And I hope that you had lots of fun Just one more thing before I go
13.
One two three four I’m closing the door On you even though you’re my friend Nothing depends And there’s no ifs or ands I can’t be with you anymore My room’s not the same Without your name And face to remember you by I know I’m away But you’ll always stay in my heart I know that I’m gone But you still belong in my heart One two three four I’m closing the door You won’t hear me sing anymore Now that I’m gone The end of the song Is tap, tapping on my door I know that I’m gone But you still belong in my heart I know I’m away But you’ll always stay in my heart
14.
When the sun starts to rise The color splits the sky I must be dreaming out loud When you stare in my face The minutes get erased I must be dreaming out loud Or thinking how You feel to me
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Out to Dry 01:56
This room will never be yours In here I waited up for you I waited up for you But then you never came home I don’t feel left alone Because you saturate my soul You know you saturate my soul And then you leave me out to dry Dry, dry, dry This room will never be yours In here, I painted you in blue I painted you in blue And now my roof is leaking I don’t know what to do Now that I gave into the flood You know I gave into the flood I wish you’d leave me out to dry Dry, dry, dry
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I wrote this one on my back I was under attack from the falling dust Now it’s a bust What you see inside of me Isn’t quite what I wrote In my autobiography But it’s what you see Now spring couldn’t get much worse And the sun Is a curse shooting frozen rays In my face And I’m left here all alone In the cold on my bed in the afternoon While I compose My autobiography
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In My Room 01:13
In my room I get consumed With things to do And when I’m tired, I fall asleep And dream about democracy And how it turns its wheels around each day In my room I feel the moon Collide against my window pane And every night, I get inspired But I just fall asleep again And dream about something that I forget
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Slow and strong is how I get along without you Oh, it’s wrong to think that telephone can save you No, I’m not home alone tonight Slow and strong is how I sing the song about you Oh, it’s wrong to think that I could live without you No, I’m not home alone tonight
19.
My Guitar 02:05
My guitar is the color of gold And my shoes are blue and getting old And I’m not friends with the government That’s me My best friend is an empty page And my enemy is older age And I’m not friends with the television world ‘Cause how I want to live is effortless And all I want to feel is not distressed ‘Cause all I ever need is less and less every day And I don’t wanna be a monument I don’t wanna lose my sentiment ‘Cause I don’t wanna lie down in cement, not today Not today
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Something is on my mind And I don’t know how To say the words That’ll get me underground You’re the palindrome I’m just turned around Something was in the way That you turned to say You didn’t want me around Now I’m feeling underground You’re the palindrome I’m just turned around
21.
Once in a while you’ll see me break a smile But then, as time moves on, it tips back over Everybody said, I better watch my head ‘Cause that is what they say when you get taller But I grew up making noise, and I grew up by myself And then I thought I might lose my devotion ‘Cause my head was in my hands, and my heart was in my head And love was not a second hand emotion You know that I work so hard And it always makes me sick I’d rather sit outside and do some dreaming And you know that I move so slowly ‘Cause there are so many places to go And I’d rather move like this than stop believing Once in a while I’ll run 100 miles But then as time as moves on you’ll see me walking Everybody said, I better make my bed ‘Cause that is what they say when they are talking
22.
Come on inside I’ve got a lot to say For so many years Of being treated this way I know everything I do Is a blow to you But you shouldn’t be surprised When it all comes back to you I’ve got a lot on my mind I’ve spent so much time And you’ve been so unkind I know everything I do Is a blow to you But you shouldn’t be surprised When it all comes back to you
23.
People get different the more they change And if I stay here, I’ll stay the same What I need is to get myself away Everything leaves and comes back again Well you’re my best friend, do you remember when We climbed to the top of the highest rock that day? It doesn’t seem easy to get along And it feels so wrong when it should be right Let’s turn around and face the other way So tell me if you want me to I’ve got the knack to give everyone here a heart attack This is not what I thought I’d get back From where I once belonged So tell me if you want me to, I’ve got the style To turn your frown into a big, fat smile This is not a test, but I haven’t seen you smile in a while
24.
There’s a ghost in my head And it wants to come out But I won’t let it go this time If I gave it a name, I would call it “Doubt” But only to maintain a rhyme You know I’d like to think that I am Smarter than the rest of you But I couldn’t fool a soul You know I’d like to think that I am Better than the rest of you But I couldn’t fool you
25.
The Weight 01:41
Unconditioned Weaker than anyone You’ll find strength in food And holidays won’t seem so bad Unscheduled ways are welcome ways And I see you as a carrier of hope Leave me and carry on The weight won’t get lighter The weight won’t get light
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I gave up on trying That’s when I began to see Everything in front of me I gave up on flying That’s when I began to see Everything in front of me I gave up on driving That’s when I began to see I would rather ride my bike I would rather fall asleep I would rather ride my bike
27.
Where do you go? Where do you go when the city is cold and grey ‘Cause the sun chose to hide away?
28.
I was born in Arizona Where the plants are sharp And the ground is hard
29.
Philadelphia 01:32
30.
Now it’s time for bed The city is dead But I don’t wanna lay down my bones Can’t you see the dark That’s creeping into the sleeping zone? Now the only light Is sore to the sight As the night moves into the mouth Can’t you see the light The torturer of the sleeping zone?
31.
When all the talking is done I go to the lake to unwind To gain a clear sense of mind Under the western sky When all the talking is done I clear the words from my head And go to the cold, cold lake
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To Be Me 01:24
It was feeling kinda freaky in here ‘Til I turned off the lights and I drank a beer And I imagined over San Francisco, But civilization was gone Then I turned the lights on And I looked my photographs All the moments captured I can’t take back No, I can’t take back all the shit I did Way back then, way back when Sit down with me I’m gonna show you how it feels to be me
34.
Come on inside I’ve got a lot to say For so many years Of being treated this way I know everything I do Is a blow to you But you shouldn’t be surprised When it all comes back to you I’ve got a lot on my mind I’ve spent so much time And you’ve been so unkind I know everything I do Is a blow to you But you shouldn’t be surprised When it all comes back to you
35.
Sarah, you’re not for me I found my heart Underneath a gravestone Waiting to be unearthed Like a sparkle-laden jewel Lisa, you’re not the one To tap into my touch There’s too much much riding on What we dug up from the depths Of our intimate cemetery A situation could get so hairy Lindsey, don’t mess around with me I’m not interested in you I’m focused on the glow Of my sparkle-laden jewel And the relationship’s become so cool
36.
If I give my life to you Will I dwell on what I didn’t do? How quickly I forget Like a scale that’s never set I’ve yet to reach a balanced head I wrestle it How quickly I forget
37.
You Are 26 02:53
You wanna know what to do with your life 'Cause you are 26, I understand I'll be the same this time next year and September rains will fall Well, I had always been the following one Yeah I used to obsess about Catching up and showing you That I was in your place But I will always be one year behind And hey, it doesn't matter now that we are equals in the eyes of love You wanna know what to do with your life When I am 26, I'll understand September rains will fall again But still a mystery 'Cause I will always be one year behind And hey, it doesn't matter now that we are equals in the eyes of love
38.
Hey tiger I will watch you growing up In the wilds of my life And your eyes are the dangerous kind They’re like mine They look outside And think, “how wide!” “How wide!” If it goes on forever Then how will I ever be satisfied But just keep love in mind Because my love is wide And it goes on forever, too Tiger I will watch you growing up In the wilds of my life And there are things to hunt in there There are places to hide
39.
I get up and I get down I get all around the town I get all around You get up and go away And you’re gone for the rest of the day Yeah, you’re gone without a trace And you take away your beautiful face Give me one reason why you say goodbye to me Though the days are not the same Sometimes it feels that way And I know it’d be a shame If I let it all slip away Sun comes up over the town, I get down
40.
I said “I need to go” One night in the moment Didn’t give a reason though One night in the moment There is no secret why I don’t know I think that’s why I’m slow to say it I said “I need to fly” Didn’t give a reason why Maybe it was the time Maybe my state of mind But there’s no secret why I don’t know I think that’s why I’m slow to say it
41.
How can I be so tired? It’s only 9 o’clock PM But all is well in the desert Under shooting stars and Mars And mountain rock Coyote, hit that note Jackrabbit, down the throat Can you feel it? The dust is settling My mind begins to dream Colder still, the desperate chill Of the winter Internalized by all On the final night of fall I saw The Quails They turned their tales Of politics and gender I saw the snake surrender To a cactus wren Down under clouds of thunder My mind begins to wonder If this night Is a symbol or an end
42.
The morning after I came back home I wrote it all down A catalog of the week’s gone by All the way back to town And Amy says I should be true to myself No matter what I have done And Amy says I should be true to myself Even if it is wrong The morning after I came back home I sat around Tossing and turning in my reckless brain Tried to settle down And I know that Amy is out in the garden Where I will be, too Amy is out in the garden thinking Of things I think about, too After the turbulence, I came home To the setting sun Only to find that stability Had come undone And I know I’ve got to get out in the garden Like Amy says I know I’ve got to get out in the garden Back to myself
43.
Took a walk on the northern side And the leaves were gold Didn’t ever wanna see them go But the scene was getting old I decided to give it up On a southern blow Now I spend my time arranging things I just wanna fast and slow
44.
Feel the distant light Coming at my face It’s morning again and I don’t recognize this place Feel the tide pull out Feel the cloudy shore My reality’s slipping and I am out the door Feel the frigid air Feel the night set in Feel the ocean crash Feel the land dissolve Feel me close my eyes When we reach the end Feel it start again
45.
Hey tiger I will watch you growing up In the wilds of my life And your eyes are the dangerous kind They’re like mine They look outside And think, “how wide!” “How wide!” If it goes on forever Then how will I ever be satisfied But just keep love in mind Because my love is wide And it goes on forever, too Tiger I will watch you growing up In the wilds of my life And there are things to hunt in there There are places to hide
46.
The fall will hunt me down And cage me through the winter The states lined up between us We are safer, we are safer The sky is but a bridge Connecting our two oceans The land stretched out between us We are waiting, we are waiting The sea begets the sun The moon shines over rooftops Mistakes are not between us We are safer, we are safer The sea begets the sun The moon shines over rooftops Mistakes are not between us We are wiser, we are wiser
47.
I was in your space while you were gone I was in your place while you were on the plane And I’ll remain to space out
48.
Fargo 02:08
Scar on the northern plains After all the dust remains City with the loneliest heart And oh, the lights of Fargo Shine through the dark Cheap liquor and cigarettes Neon signs and off-track bets Old Grand-Dad in the supermarket aisle And all the kids in old Cadillacs Cruise the mile Vacant lots and dirty snow Temperatures at sub-zero Trains crash through the desolate night But there’s a warmer place in there Where the bartender keeps on the light Yeah, she makes everything alright Under the weight of Canada Testament to brown and grey ‘80s never went away Ladies with tough looks and teased hair But oh, Dakotans are going there They’re going where The winter’s fair
49.
When I’m wasted I can’t talk to anyone When I’m gone I’m so far gone And when I get my grin I’ve settled in I’ve said enough Darker, darker Wonder when I’ll see The first star tonight When I do I’ll close my eyes And just then I’ll count past ten I’ll pack it in That’s it
50.
When things at home got shitty I walked bleary-eyed around the city I got a cup of coffee I got a couple of rocks And I walked out to the quarry Through them in the water in a fury I drank my cup of coffee I hit the duck When things get bad between us My brain is tough to trust My thoughts burn like rust My world’s a bust When things in the world go bad You’re the best friend I’ve ever had I wanna get you in bed And take cover When things at home got shitty I walked bleary-eyed around the city I got a cup of coffee
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On A Trip 00:40
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Cold City 01:34
I shouldn’t try to figure it out It’s gonna kill me if I overthink it Just another day off in this cold city But isn’t it pretty? What in god’s name am I doing here? It doesn’t seem so bad, but I drink too much beer Just another day off in this cold city But isn’t it pretty? Every day is another choice But I wake up with that same old voice Just another playing in this cold city But isn’t it pretty?
53.
Roll out of the covers and into the day Out to the street and what do I say? I walk on the shoulder Over and over Roll out of the city and into the desert Out of the desert and into the water Over my shoulder Over and over Roll over the mountains and onto the 10 Merge onto the 5 and then I begin With your head on my shoulder Over and over Roll into the covers and out of the day Into the storm, what do I say? Your head’s on my shoulder Over and over
54.
The life of a star Ends in a black hole Once a red giant That shone over the land Glowing and bursting Ambition had no end It got really cocky I understand The life of a star Close as it is far Straight from the big bang It’s natural habit Planets clinging To ring-shaped orbits It got really cocky Before it collapsed The life of a star Burns with impossible power But once in Walgreens I read all the magazines Cover to cover I didn’t discover Anything I didn’t already know Then I got bored
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Hot Boyz 03:32
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See the color in the sky Feel the breeze on your face As we stand, you and I I met you years ago There have been ups and downs, I know And there’s always room to grow Well the time is now Time, time, time
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Hold It Down 02:34
You said “I love you” And I know I said “I love you” And I know you know You’re on the freeway And you are driving home I’m in hotel in France You’re in the woods in Washington There are so many things We know we don’t know You said “I love you” On the phone You’re going home To sleep with the dogs I’m in a hotel in France Again, I know So many words on the phone Words like “I love you” And “I know” There are so many things We know we don’t know So hold it down Please hold it down Again
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about

Originally released on Magic Marker Records as a double CD in 2008, Dear Nora's Three States: Rarities 1997-2007 is now available on vinyl for the first time. This limited edition box set features 60 tracks (including three bonus tracks) spread across three (3) 160 gram virgin black vinyl LPs in black, poly-lined innersleeves, plus an 8-page, full-color booklet full of archival photos & detailed track notes, all packaged in a heavyweight, full-color, lidded box. Three States is Orindal Records' most ambitious release to date!

Dear Nora's Katy Davidson explains:

It’s summer and it’s blazing hot. I just got laid off from my job and I feel lost in time. I’m worried about climate change, and the future feels wildly uncertain. The president is a complete idiot, to say the very least. The year is 2008.

I’m in a small apartment in Southern California with no air conditioning, listening through ten years of master cassette tapes of recordings I’ve made. We are in the midst of a global financial crisis and I am collecting unemployment. The theater at a mall in downtown Long Beach shows movies for $5 on weekdays, which is one of the only luxuries I can afford. I just saw WALL-E and Harold and Kumar Escape from Guantanamo Bay.

I quit Dear Nora in February after touring in Florida with Casiotone for the Painfully Alone. I am disillusioned with music and searching for meaning. I have goals, but they feel so difficult to achieve.

My record label and I decided it would be cool for me to create a compilation of all the random songs I’ve released through various outlets, plus the abundance of songs and sketches I'd recorded and not yet released anywhere.

It gives me purpose, temporarily. Tripping out on the songs recorded by a younger version of me. Mixing on headphones, from tape to GarageBand. Sequencing the trajectory of my early 20-somethings, chronologically.

Not sure how I'll deliver the files to mastering – probably burn everything to a CDR and send it via USPS. There's so much material that we decide to release a double compact disc. I call it Three States: Rarities 1997-2007.

“Three States” because of how deeply I’ve been inspired by living in Arizona, Oregon, and California. The wide-open west. Freeways like fiber-optic cables: fast connections. The glow of a Taco Bell in an I-5 travel center. Oceanside cliffs, towering wildfires, and the sopping wet, psychedelic moss of the hinterlands. Jagged horizon lines. Sunsets and expanses of wilderness nearly beyond comprehension. Suburbs that swallow you.

“Three States” also because of emotions, psychic apparatuses, states of mind/being. The rollercoaster ride of life. Peaks, valleys, plains. Joy, pain, grooviness. Id, ego, super ego. Birth, life, death.

The more things stay the same, the more they change....

- Katy Davidson
Joshua Tree, California, summer 2020

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